Sleep walk

Not then, but now.


My memory is fading, probably because of age. I couldn't keep track of when exactly was the last time we met. Two or three years ago? No matter how hard I tried to search my files in my brain, I couldn't be sure about it.

It is just weird, we must wait even longer to see each other for the next time. Well, better than never... or may be never. Who knows?

And I rather stay in dream.

Once, the movie

So, if you want something
And you call, call
Then I'll come running
To fight, and I'll be at your door

"When your mind's made up"

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
or it's been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore

"If you want me"
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What tweaked me was the helplessness and the imperfection in life. Lives become more complicated as we grow old. Lots of responsibilities are to be shouldered and things are not as straight forward. Desire is not necessarily be satisfied. It's a matter of worthiness...

The girl said "It sounds interesting, but it is just worthless"... Practicality kills the desire. I feel sad.

Gary and Boris

Recently, I found that Gary and Boris were seperated and became "Gary Kwok" and "Boris and Matthew". I knew about Gary & Boris as they were arrangement behind the brand Armani Fiori. Not sure about now.

I still have a dream to take a long break from my current job and be a part-time helper at either one of the florists. I know to pursue this I had to give up more than my nicely done manicure. I know, 5pf.

New Layout

This is the 3rd year since the blog published.

Here is a brand new layout to kick off the year of rat. The above picture was taken in Fontainebleu in 2006. Is it a dream or a reality? Only I have the answer.

Is it a dream??

Everything still seems surreal to me.

random thoughts

Many weird dreams recently. They are so stranged that can't be explained.

A lot have happened around me. Yeah, they didn't happen to me, but around me. I was witnessing all these as a third person. Seemed like watching people riding on roller coaster. Wedding, new job, passing exam, vacation, receiving flowers...

Life is not the same for me. New hair style brings new life, new glasses, new shoes and new bag.

The weather is getting cooler. Autumn reminds me it is a new round of life in Taipei. It is my favourite time of the year.

Together with my sister, I would like to show my gratitude to our father. He is working very hard for the best of his two beloved daughters.

The desire to advance is still strong, yet the timetable is slightly adjusted. It is for the better.

200th entry

Here is a picture of the flower I gave to a new found friend as birthday present.

Today, I spent total upto an hour at the florist to QC the arrangement. I appreciated the process as much as the result. Dealing with demanding customer like me, the florist business can barely make profit. So, I decide to own a florist only after I retired with plenty of money (instead of spending on the Latin dance instructor). Of course, I would hire specialists to do the flower arrangement. I could just stand by them, and give instruction without getting my hands dirty.

Time to go to bed. Dream on...

Date with Drew

It is just like "the Alchemist", the hero in "A date with Drew", Brian demonstrated the guts of realizing a childhood dream. The movie is not really about Drew Barrymore, but the beauty of chasing after a dream. Yeah, everybody has their dreams, yet how many of them actually work on it? Its a bet, cos you would either win or lose. When one loses, would he/she be able to face it? That's why the "gut" counts!

I have a dream and am in the process to realisation. Yap, I am full of courage to make it true! As Brian said, it is a quest. Nothing is impossible, including dating your teenage idol crush!

Mid Summer Night's Dream