A pleasant surprise

I was sick and felt very bad. So down that I didn't talk to anyone, walked out of the office and got my lunchbox alone.

While opening my lunchbox depressed, at the corner of my eyes, I saw a brown envelope in my so called "intray". Wait, I grabbed the envelope, it was soft inside.

Judging from the crossed addresses of the recycled envelope, I somehow could guess who's the sender.

Surprise... with no medicine, I was waken from my flu. I smiled.

Feeling lousy

Just don't want to talk to anybody at all...
My head is very heavy.

I need some sleep.

Black and White

Don't be bothered who the hell is in the picture. At the moment, he is of no importance. I post this picture because I want to.

He said : See ya whn I m bk.

Keep warm...

Thanks to Dan's enlightenment, I understand guys need some assurance too... especially for those 30mething...

I messaged him last night before bed. Asked how he was doing and told him briefly that I was surviving work.

Since I work up this morning, I have been awaiting for his feedback... and I heard from him at around 9:30am... Of course, he just made my day. He gave me some update and told me it was freezing cold out there.

... My heart sunk a bit... when I heard that he was freezing with a windbreaker..., yet it was heart warming to hear from him...... I hope the momentum could go on... can't wait to see him back...

Sharing the same thought!?

I am bound to sit in front of my work station at lunch, awaiting to join the team meeting. Well, instead of continue looking at my work emails, I was done with facebook, little Chris' photobook, fuigo's blog, reservation for chocolate brunch with 5pf on 18th Nov. So, I sat there and daydream.

The idea just came to my mind : are we just simply having the same thought last night? The answer would never be known.

The buzz this morning might give some hints.

Long weekend in HK

It's approaching the end of my long weekend. I wish the holiday can go on.

I couldn't help dropping him a quick note over yahoo last night. Then I logged off so as to avoid anxiety. Today, he did response. Although we didn't get to chat, I guess, he should get my subtle message that "I was thinking of him".

Thursday afternoon, 1:37pm

Heard from him again today. A short update on how he's doing and if he's alive or dead.

I can't help but wonder... is it a positive sign when a loner keeps me updated on his moves? To me, No gift is better than this.

Here is a love quote

"If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was."

I think this is what 5pf was trying to tell me. Finally, I understand as I am able to set free. The door is opened. As wished, he did walk by and chat briefly. That's just delightful!

I hope he felt the same.

Nanjing and Guangzhou

The trip was simply exciting. Being with my boss on the road for 2 nights, 3 days, we have a lot of quality time for heart to heart talk. She is my savior and my mentor.

The client experiences in China were amazing.

I am dying to get this deal closed. This is going to be a mile stone in my career!

After being away for 3 days, it was delightful to hear from him. Although it was just a quick chat. All I want is to let him know that I am back and that's all.

All night long...

Yeah, I have violated "the rules". Instead of 3 days noticed in advance, I said yes to an invitation 2 hours beforehand. Well, it has been a long waited invitation.


This is the nth time, i quoted this "Nearly all the best things that came to me in life have been unexpected, unplanned by me."

Just treasure and be happy with the 4 hours one on one encouter. And no need to look for more. It will come when it ought to come.

Pulling the string-

In the past weeks, I felt like being tided on a string which end is on his hand.

Whenever I was about to untied myself, he pulled me closer. Closer and closer, until one point, he released.

One second is forever -

The unexpected encounter today. The scene was just beautiful. My romantic movie scene looks like this, their eyes met, the focus is on the two of them, the rest of the setting and people became blur. The scene is turning 180 degree from the girl's point of view to the guy's (the Matrix way of turning). The moment just frozen for that one second.

Screaming

Again super stressed from work....

Ups and Downs

First of all, super stressful at work. And that's it about work.

Well, everything went fine last night. Like Steph and 5pf always suggested, be myself. I did and i think it was well received.

Today... I have picked up a different identity. Everything became upside down.

I felt really bad when seeing his face today.

the next key decision...

Hey, I realised I have already made quite some significant decisions for myself in the course 30 years. Switching from Chinese University to UST, applying for Boston exchange, asking for a relocation to Singapore, moving to Taipei, asking to move back to HK... all these decisions shaped the me today. Cool, isn't it?

Me, standing as an individual, once again made a decision today. It is not as major as relocation, but this is the first time I gave up my personal arrangement for my work.

I have committed my Taiwanese sister to attend her wedding. I have arranged my facial with Bee and nail with Wei Li. I have arranged to meet up with Little S, Kobe, Steph, Ah Chai, Sunny, Ron and my beloved colleagues... oh, and jessie and eugene....

This is a big commitment...
Just the trip for three weeks. Got to get a dress for the black and white ball instead...

I wish he just knows... without me telling...
Harry Potter's turn to give out some potion either for me or him...

My goodness...

It has been a long time since I have a crush on guy. I was sitting next to him over drink with few others. Couldn't help but smiling while looking at him (caught by him for a couple of times). His single eye lids just reminded me of the little boy that I admired from primary school.

We have met three evenings in past seven days, yet all were group gathering. He was thoughtful and tender hearted in some ways. It was really sweet of him. But, the fact might be he treats every girl with such tender heart.

I think I should better keep a distance from him before I fall deeper...