Book

Kept thinking, but no action. I must not give myself a chance to look down on me. I am going to bring all entries out of the virtual space. It is safer to be in my bookshelf.

Will get it done by Christmas 2008.

Silent rebel

I am still upset about what had happened and the way matter was handled. Now, I am making a stand to show that I have a choice. I chose not to show up and not to be supportive. I lied and we both knew. A lie that you and I chose to believe.

This marked an end and the friendship went flatline.

White Lie

As I grew old, I realise, sometimes telling a white lie makes no harm. Everybody will be happy. The reality is too cruel to be faced, why put it on the table? With one white lie, everybody has their staircase to step down elegantly... why not?

I am sad, no matter what. If so, I prefer to make other's life easier.

Going to Singapore is a good excuse to escape.

Outside of the circle

I was told I belong to the outside. We met outside of his circle and at the end, he will go back into it. Good description. Now, I understand.

I am just passer-by, not important, at all...