Carpi Diem

Enjoy the moment, don't bother asking what's next.

Not sure what went wrong. Will find out...
Hope there is an answer.

My patience and faith is being tested.
All I expect me to be calm and stay in peace.

Movie

It was a relaxing Sunday afternoon. Met Hun for lunch at IFC followed by Toy Story 3 (3D version). It has been almost 9 months since I last went movie at cinema. The experience today was good.

Today, I had a date with little Mr. Chatterbox. Haven't seen this little Mr. for a while. I enjoyed being with him very much... he is cheerful, charming and funny.

I enjoyed that one kiss between isles at super-market and the holding hands swinging arms.

Smilies...

I have an enjoyable evening tonight. Chatting all the way through dinner and 2 drinks to follow... I would say without doubt, I like hun very much as a lover and as a very good friend...

I realised, it's all about up there in my head.
I am learning to relax, be patient and take it easy. Everybody would be happier this way.
With the power of love, I am willing to put all my effort to learn.

I am getting to know myself better...

In a split second, I remembered me, being alone in my Taipei apartment, eating Taiwanese Tempora... Ah Long Tempora...

World Cup Quater Final - Germany Won Argentina 4:0

Can't explain why... Just that I feel calm lately...

Happy Weekend

This is the nth + 1 time, i quoted this "Nearly all the best things that came to me in life have been unexpected, unplanned by me."

It was a truely happy weekend with Hun. Simple, but happy.

Happy for myself for being light hearted today.

I am testing my patience. I am learning to be patient.

I have spent a quiet and relaxing Tuen Ng Festival afternoon with Hun.

D said, a companion that one feels comfortable with is what matter...
Look at the big picture

Handle with care. Relax and see how it goes...
Relax...

i bought myself a black coffee at Star Bucks and let myself think.

Sitting there under the hot sun at 4:30pm, I watched pedestrian and cars passing by. Not only I was thinking, I gathered my thought and wrote them down.

I stopped at 5:30pm and woke up from my day dreaming session. Back to reality, I moved on with the daily life.

SATC II

I feel a lot better when I get to know Mr. Big is also eating take away, sitting in the coach watching TV with Carrie by his side without talking...

I was reading some old emails from Hun and was reminded back in the very beginning we were together, we could't have enough time for each other. He even mentioned he didn't mind seeing his other half everyday. And said even if changed, we have just moved to another level.

I guess this is the time that we are in "another level".

meditation

I have found my meditation spot at lunch near office. that's the high chair of Pacific Coffee at Citibank tower. It was an enjoyable sit of 1 whole hour, watching people, thinking, reflecting and watching people. I was sitting there comfortably til a couple occupied seats next to me.

Of course, the good thing about this spot is I can light my ciggie before and after the meditation...

Searching

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Stop the negativity.

Things will work out fine.