I can't breath, I can't breath

I was in pain and I cried.
Crying until I was out of breathe.
A brown paper bag might help to get back my breathe.

The lost hurt me. And it still hurts.

I imagined. I was to catch you unexpected.
How would we act? I wondered.
You know what? I would just pretend that I had never known you.

Grey's Anatomy

It's a disease.
I am addicted to watching the drama Grey's Anatomy.

Whenever I am not occupied, I think of watching it. It is worse then LOST and Sex & the City... Now you see why my blog is not updated for long...

New Toy

It costs less than a discounted Sergio Rossi shoe (yes, one shoe) or a handle of a Tod's leather bag, but the joy is definitely more than double. It is a petite silver Giant (Taiwanese Brand) foldable bike.

I intend to ride it to work, to visit my friends (mainly steph & jessie), to eat brunch, to go shopping... It also helps me to befriend with the enviornment and to keep fit. Simply having the thought of it is fun!

Villa 32

A day with back to back schedule. Felina's yoga class, hair cut, facial and hotspring cum dinner at Villa 32.

See the shots taken at Villa 32:

Spoiled kid

Hello~ strawberry over Moet on a Thursday night?

Ugly girl

Chatting with a friend over lunch.

I suggested her to remove her glasses and put some make up on. That would make her look good, I thought. She shook her head and said her boyfriend gave very negative comments whenever she put on make up. He said she looks ugly with make up.

Whenever she wore a skirt, he complained about her walking too slow.

I wonder who on earth does not appreciate pretty lady. The boyfriend's comment is just about jealousy and insecurity. I sympathise the girl. Just as other sympathise me not having a partner for life yet.

Story of my Dom Perignon 98

I have bought my very first bottle and decided to pop it open at the next happy occassion.
Yeah, there wil be a next happy occassion.

Isn't it an optimistic act?

Holiday

我跟你講...

I am going to sit in front of my laptop for at least 2 hours non-stop (without any sort of interuption).

Purple

Taken from Grand Hyatt Taipei

眉來眼去

Without anybody noticed, the first time happened on the dancefloor while she was dancing with someone else.

The second time, she was holding hands with someone else.

And the third time, she was making out with another person.

He saw her as a challenge. He decided to seduce her and win her over.

1st sunrise

the very first sun rise of the island in 2007 taken at Hua Lian.

along with the witness of first sun rise, I have prepared a list of new year wishes/ resolutions to share. watch out for the next entry.

2007

Reborn.

p.s. Dear Vegetarian, there is no need for you to kill life unnecessarily!

Marsian and Venetian

Women love talking; Men love watching TV.

That's why we ended up watching Doha sailing game on TV that night with little conversation in between.

Merry Christmas

Beef steak, pesto for my pasta, some jamon. That's what I got for my christmas evening.
Everything turned out to be perfect, besides I only found out when I got home I ran out of spaghetti. So I made "pesto al instand noodles" instead.

Merry Christmas.

Turn left, turn right

Both of them were each carrying a heavy rock on their back, turned and walked the opposite directions. She turned her head one or two times to look for assistance, but not successful as he was walking further and further away without turning his head.

Right
Became deaf and dumb since carrying the rock. Fighting alone, finding justifications for the instance love and hate. Without any alternative, hypnotise oneself during weekdays nine to seven.

Left
Waking up, feeling human again after the instance love and hate. Isolated oneself from the outside world in confusion of the bitter sweet resulted from falling in love with a self-projection.

Both would carry their rock until they reach a desserted place, then leave it there when no one sees and move on.

Christmas 2006, Taipei

There would be only holiday mood, if there is a holiday. No holiday, no mood.
Still, I tried to kept my schedule occupied. Through out the day, I was busy thinking.

Self Hypnosis

That is it.

I fell into self hyponosis in the train. My eyes were set on the sunset outside the window. I felt like riding on a flying carpet all the way to Dan Shui.

我想要學會自我催眠　痛覺會少一些

自我催眠 by 羅志祥

P.S. Cafe

5pf and D brought me to P.S. Cafe at Harden Road. A hidden cafe in the middle of "quiet" Dempsey Road. I knew I am going to like the place when I stepped into the cafe. "Why can't I stay in this country for longer?" I asked in slience.

I ordered myself a "Coconut and Caraway Waffles" starked with saute bananas and crispy bacon dizzled with natural maple. Can anything be more sinful than this? Then I set my eyes with the decorated pine tree in the middle of the cafe, appreciating the fragrance of fresh pine. Yeah, we have sat there for as long as we want. That's simply luxurious!

The hell with love

the very first poem in the book "The Hell with Love - poems to mend a broken heart"

you fit into me

you fit into me
like a hook into an eye

a fish hook
an open eye

Margaret Atwood

is that me?

Looking into the mirror, I asked, is that me?
Could I be more calm?

I learnt. I grew.