A new blog is started for my Europe Trip in May 2006. My travelling partner, Ms. Ming will be one of the contributors too. We will record the whole planning process and diarise the actual tour. Pictures will be shared afterwards.
It is a small project that I am going to focus on at the moment... Cool!
http://king-ming.blogspot.com/
Monday, March 20, 2006
Friday, March 17, 2006
Friday home
Just want a quiet Friday night. So, I politely refused a few parties and cooked at home.
I am conscious about my choice of staying home for a quiet evening. Simply enjoyable!
I am conscious about my choice of staying home for a quiet evening. Simply enjoyable!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
talk too few... or not
I am confused, like most of the youngsters I met.
I was told "hey, be yourself and talk more."; "don't be so quiet, guys would not know your true personality".
I was told "probably you talk too much, that's why you turn guys off..."
Should I or should I not... talk?
I was told "hey, be yourself and talk more."; "don't be so quiet, guys would not know your true personality".
I was told "probably you talk too much, that's why you turn guys off..."
Should I or should I not... talk?
Monday, March 13, 2006
Read Read Read!!!
Less internet (down to 1.5 hr per day), more reading. I can't become an illiterate...
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Disoriented
adj 1: having lost your bearings; confused as to time or place or personal identity
I have experienced a moment of disorientation. I opened my eyes, the sky was dim. According to the clock, it was 5:00. Was it a.m. or p.m.?
I have experienced a moment of disorientation. I opened my eyes, the sky was dim. According to the clock, it was 5:00. Was it a.m. or p.m.?
Innocent
Remember how we met new friends at playground when we were young? The friendship was innocent and simple. This afternoon, I met two at Daan Park.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Are you ready for the roller coaster?
"... I stood for a long time by the roller coaster, and I noticed that most people get on it in search of excitement, but that once it starts, they are terrified and want the cars to stop.
What do they expect? Having chosen adventure, shouldn't they be prepared to go the whole way? Or do they think that the intelligent thing to do would be to avoid the ups and downs and spend all their time on a carousel, going round and round on the spot?"
Quote from Eleven Minutes ~ Paulo Coelho
What do they expect? Having chosen adventure, shouldn't they be prepared to go the whole way? Or do they think that the intelligent thing to do would be to avoid the ups and downs and spend all their time on a carousel, going round and round on the spot?"
Quote from Eleven Minutes ~ Paulo Coelho
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
moments...
yeah, most of the time, people do not like to listen to the truth, especially sad truth. however, only the truth would wake you up from dreams; as if someone is tapping on your shouder while you are sleepwalking.
I have been through some emotion ups and downs these weeks. May be I need another holiday to recover or a spa session. Well, no more nonsense. Its time to wake up and gather myself.
It is time to get serious about finding the answer to the question: "What do I want?"
This blog entry is written specially for one person to read -> me.
I have been through some emotion ups and downs these weeks. May be I need another holiday to recover or a spa session. Well, no more nonsense. Its time to wake up and gather myself.
It is time to get serious about finding the answer to the question: "What do I want?"
This blog entry is written specially for one person to read -> me.
...
over MSN messenger, here is an extract of our conversation:
A : I prefer honest / straight forward guy than a hypocrite
B : Yah, I am always honest and straight forward unless I want to sleep with you
A : I prefer honest / straight forward guy than a hypocrite
B : Yah, I am always honest and straight forward unless I want to sleep with you
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Post birthday activity
Two unexpected invitations received on Friday and Saturday evening. Thanks to Sherry and Stephanie. They were like refreshers to my fuzzy week. Meeting different people solidfied my experience in Taipei.
Here is a picture of my very own sashimi dish at Mitsui Restaurant, Oishi~:
Here is a picture of my very own sashimi dish at Mitsui Restaurant, Oishi~:
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006
My apologies, guys!
I hate horror movies.
If you know you would be scared, why would you sit in and watch (Japanses ones are worse) ? Just for the thrill of it? What about the countless nightmares and the insecurity came afterwards?
You know what is worst? Being dragged into the cinema and forced to watch a horror by daring ones. In this situation, I would come up with a thousand and one excuses not to go.
I realised I have done something as irritating, unintentionally. Here, I apologise.
If you know you would be scared, why would you sit in and watch (Japanses ones are worse) ? Just for the thrill of it? What about the countless nightmares and the insecurity came afterwards?
You know what is worst? Being dragged into the cinema and forced to watch a horror by daring ones. In this situation, I would come up with a thousand and one excuses not to go.
I realised I have done something as irritating, unintentionally. Here, I apologise.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
... wanting part of her... and not all of her
Ray: Just so you know. I'm sorry for the way I treated you.
Mirabelle: I know.
Ray: I did love you.
Mirabelle: All right.
Narrator: As Ray Porter watched his Mirabelle walk away… he feels a loss. How is it possible.. - he thinks.
..to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance..
..so that when she was gone..
..he would not miss her.
Only then did he realise how wanting part of her..
..and not all of her..
..had hurt them both..
..and how he cannot justify his actions..
..except that..
..well..
..it was life.
Quote from Movie Shopgirl (2005)
Mirabelle: I know.
Ray: I did love you.
Mirabelle: All right.
Narrator: As Ray Porter watched his Mirabelle walk away… he feels a loss. How is it possible.. - he thinks.
..to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance..
..so that when she was gone..
..he would not miss her.
Only then did he realise how wanting part of her..
..and not all of her..
..had hurt them both..
..and how he cannot justify his actions..
..except that..
..well..
..it was life.
Quote from Movie Shopgirl (2005)
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Brand new vision
Turning 29, I found a brand new vision towards relationship.
Seemingly, my unconscious sharp words have turned people off. Well, I was trying to put forth a frank discussion with them. I thought, it is the righteous way to treat people you appreciate.
I was told I talked too much. Any problem of being candide? Or people with poor intention hated to be unmasked.
Seemingly, my unconscious sharp words have turned people off. Well, I was trying to put forth a frank discussion with them. I thought, it is the righteous way to treat people you appreciate.
I was told I talked too much. Any problem of being candide? Or people with poor intention hated to be unmasked.
Monday, February 27, 2006
29th
First of all thanks to Mom and Dad!
I am in the middle of my Singapore holiday. Just counted with 5pf, so far, I have met up with 5 cancerians in my trip. She said I am scary, an addict to cancer friends. :P
It is my intention to get away from the boredom in Taipei and to find excitement in Singapore. I got it all. Completing two third of the trip, I am already exhausted! Before I get them out in the next entries, let's view some pictures of the trip
Solo lunch at Fish Market on 25th p.m.
My birthday gift - 5th Gen Ipod, 30 G, personalised.
Upper Peirce Reservior; Official opening on 27th Feb 1977.
I am in the middle of my Singapore holiday. Just counted with 5pf, so far, I have met up with 5 cancerians in my trip. She said I am scary, an addict to cancer friends. :P
It is my intention to get away from the boredom in Taipei and to find excitement in Singapore. I got it all. Completing two third of the trip, I am already exhausted! Before I get them out in the next entries, let's view some pictures of the trip
Solo lunch at Fish Market on 25th p.m.
My birthday gift - 5th Gen Ipod, 30 G, personalised.
Upper Peirce Reservior; Official opening on 27th Feb 1977.
Monday, February 20, 2006
busy
... with picking up presents for my long lost friends
... with searching for appropriate wrappers for the presents
... with buying famous Taiwanese snacks as sovenirs
... with checking the "order status" of my new ipod baby
... with working out last minute
... with filling in my last few time slots
... with confirming meeting times and venues
Haha... I am not going home, I am going to Singapore.
... with searching for appropriate wrappers for the presents
... with buying famous Taiwanese snacks as sovenirs
... with checking the "order status" of my new ipod baby
... with working out last minute
... with filling in my last few time slots
... with confirming meeting times and venues
Haha... I am not going home, I am going to Singapore.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Salt & Bread
Approaching the last year of my twenties', I had my celebration dinner at Salt & Bread with three new found friends in Taipei. It was a celebration for both Fuigo's and my birthday. After number of sinful great dishes and some silly conversations, we moved on to the "ice bar" of below 10 c for volker shots. Original Volka came first, then volka with fragrance of banana, chocolate, mango, lemon... last but not least, we had "spirit of life" with 80% alcohol. After deserts and a few photo shots, we left for Brown Sugar for jazz and more alcohol.
This was my first celebration in Taipei and it was merry and enjoyable!
This was my first celebration in Taipei and it was merry and enjoyable!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Today I am busy with both work and my holiday schedule.
The feeling is special about going "back" to Singapore. When I was busy lining up meetings with friends and planning for places to visit, I felt the sense of belonging to the place. Singapore is where I have stayed longest after my home. Also, it is where I have gone through a major change in life, that is learning to be independent. Today, I was talking to some people about Singapore, their response is "boring"... At that moment, I didn't say anything to defend the country. I know, what makes a place fasinating are the people and experiences and it is beyond words.
The return is long planned and is a birthday treat to myself. Although I am adapting better in Taipei, still I miss the heart warming feeling of being pampered by my Singaporean friends. I miss both intelligent discussions and non-sense talks with them, especially sitting at alfresco cafe over coffee and cigarettes (sometimes too hot til sweating).
This is the very first time I get myself an experience as present for birthday. Thanks for all the friends who help to make it work.
The feeling is special about going "back" to Singapore. When I was busy lining up meetings with friends and planning for places to visit, I felt the sense of belonging to the place. Singapore is where I have stayed longest after my home. Also, it is where I have gone through a major change in life, that is learning to be independent. Today, I was talking to some people about Singapore, their response is "boring"... At that moment, I didn't say anything to defend the country. I know, what makes a place fasinating are the people and experiences and it is beyond words.
The return is long planned and is a birthday treat to myself. Although I am adapting better in Taipei, still I miss the heart warming feeling of being pampered by my Singaporean friends. I miss both intelligent discussions and non-sense talks with them, especially sitting at alfresco cafe over coffee and cigarettes (sometimes too hot til sweating).
This is the very first time I get myself an experience as present for birthday. Thanks for all the friends who help to make it work.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Friday, February 10, 2006
Brokeback Mountain
It is painful not being able to end up together with the one you love, but does that mean you will live happily everafter otherwise?
不要將愛化成了束縛的空殼
Wow, this is just inspiring. To continue with the tone, I am going to watch Brokeback Mountain.
Reflection
An uninvited female friend insisted to stay over night at my place for a few nights. Well, her excuse is she can't sleep alone while her flat mate is away.
For those who know me well, you can imagine how frustrated I could be. But, I am looking at the positive side of the incident. She is like a mirror to me and reminds me not to behave like her as it is extremely annoying. Here are the dont's:-
For those who know me well, you can imagine how frustrated I could be. But, I am looking at the positive side of the incident. She is like a mirror to me and reminds me not to behave like her as it is extremely annoying. Here are the dont's:-
- ask one who she/ he was just chatting with over the phone after she/ he hanged up
- question whether one showered for the day (unless he is going to share your bed)
- repeat yourself over and over again
- assume you are invited when one is telling you his appointments for the day
- disbelieve one can actually go to work whatever time he likes
- comment about ones workload is too light (as you are in no position to judge unless you are working with him)
- say someone looks like a size 40 who actually wears 38, especially when the person is in the process of slimming
- talk too much of non-sence to a person in the first hour awake
- use interrogative sentences too often
- leave breathing space to your counterpart no matter he is a friend or a lover
Monday, February 06, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006
buzz...
An unexpected phone call came just in time to conclude my home leave with a heart warming note. That's all I need.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
I am writing along with YanZi live concert playing with my parents LCD Flat TV. Her voice is an indulgence as well as the lyrics. An indulgence to my "underwater".
Stepping out of the habit of living in the past, I am living in the present. My heart is light as feather, floating in the air.
Nothing exciting nor surprising happened tonight but a simple dinner, followed by a silly movie. Two friends sitting opposite to each other, chatting and laughing about nitti grittis in life, teasing one another, sharing big visions of future, eating, smoking and zipping tea together. No rush, no hush, no well laid plan. Everything just went along the way. It was an early night, just right to catch the last train home. At the platform, we hugged goodbye as usual.
Only when we bidded adieu, I felt a slight bit of hollow.
Well, the comfort is, by preserving the relationship with all my heart, it is going to last forever as I wish.
Stepping out of the habit of living in the past, I am living in the present. My heart is light as feather, floating in the air.
Nothing exciting nor surprising happened tonight but a simple dinner, followed by a silly movie. Two friends sitting opposite to each other, chatting and laughing about nitti grittis in life, teasing one another, sharing big visions of future, eating, smoking and zipping tea together. No rush, no hush, no well laid plan. Everything just went along the way. It was an early night, just right to catch the last train home. At the platform, we hugged goodbye as usual.
Only when we bidded adieu, I felt a slight bit of hollow.
Well, the comfort is, by preserving the relationship with all my heart, it is going to last forever as I wish.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
J
I thought I am going to complete one of my two missions in Taiwan... but, no I didn't. Well, but at least I am getting close.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
All I ask of you...
RAOUL: No more talk of darkness, Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -my words will warm and calm you.
Let me beyour freedom, let daylight dry - your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you . . .
CHRISTINE: Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summer time . . Say you need me with you, now and always . . .promise me that allyou say is true -that's all I ask of you . . .
RAOUL: Let me be your shelter, let me be your light.
You're safe: No-one will find you your fears are far behind you . . .
CHRISTINE: All I want is freedom, a world with no more night . . .and you always beside me to hold me and to hide me . . .
RAOUL: Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
Let me lead you from your solitude . . .Say you need me with youhere, beside you . . .anywhere you go, let me go too. Christine, that's all I ask of you . . .
CHRISTINE: Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .say the word and I will follow you . . .
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Looking forward...
Although there is still some way to go before my birthday, I have received 2 presents.
A sexy nice black top from myself (for the Night)
A full program for the birthday night from 5 petals
This is going to be a night I can definitely count on!
Well, something else closer to look forward to... count down for Phantom of the Opera... let me prepare my little hankerchiefs (one for the person sitting next to me, who is expected to cry too... sob sob...).
A sexy nice black top from myself (for the Night)
A full program for the birthday night from 5 petals
This is going to be a night I can definitely count on!
Well, something else closer to look forward to... count down for Phantom of the Opera... let me prepare my little hankerchiefs (one for the person sitting next to me, who is expected to cry too... sob sob...).
Monday, January 16, 2006
Weekend... continue with surprise
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Weekend... continue
out of depression
First of all, thanks for "True Religion" official website for the picture (that's not me, just to be clear).
After a few days of depression, I finally have got something happy to share. I have bought a pair of True Religion Jeans!!! Once again, it is proven that shopping is an effective anti-depression drug. Let's go to work happily and show appreciation to boss, who pays me the salary, by working harder and better (trying very hard to be positive).
Yeah! I have new pants for my birthday party!!! Ummm... may be I need a pair of matching heels which require a matching handbag. I also need a new top...
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Weekend
I dragged myself to work in the past five days. The symptom of unmotivated at work is getting more and more serious.
How about weekends? Does that mean I am extra excited? No, I don't think so. Have a brunch, shopping with girl friends, yoga and then what? Dinner alone, or simply skip it.
I am really having a problem here. I am just not looking forward to anything.
How about weekends? Does that mean I am extra excited? No, I don't think so. Have a brunch, shopping with girl friends, yoga and then what? Dinner alone, or simply skip it.
I am really having a problem here. I am just not looking forward to anything.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Superstitious
I "consulted" a tarot master at a year end party for free just now. Well, usual questions like career and love were asked. Am I happy with the result? Not really.
About career, more specifically my current job, I have drawn two cards, one is "Death", the other one shown a man lying on the ground being stabbed by many swords on the back. Okay, even if I am not an expert, I can guess the meaning...
About love, basically the master told me, your luck will come 5 years later. She handed me a name card and said "come to me another day, I will give you a better fortune telling." Well, may be this implies a more "accurate" telling could only be given if you pay.
About career, more specifically my current job, I have drawn two cards, one is "Death", the other one shown a man lying on the ground being stabbed by many swords on the back. Okay, even if I am not an expert, I can guess the meaning...
About love, basically the master told me, your luck will come 5 years later. She handed me a name card and said "come to me another day, I will give you a better fortune telling." Well, may be this implies a more "accurate" telling could only be given if you pay.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Expectation is hard to manage. The most difficult part is to manage my own expectation on things. To convince myself, I need extra effort . The worst thing is I couldn't give up on me, at least not yet. Somehow, I think there are a few nerves in my brain needs to be reconnected or worse, to be cut. Then I would not be that one-sided or stubborn.
Take things easy. The least expected always bring the most happiness (That's what I am telling myself, yet I am still expecting out of the "least expected").
Take things easy. The least expected always bring the most happiness (That's what I am telling myself, yet I am still expecting out of the "least expected").
Sunday, January 08, 2006
No subject
I was discussing the dos and donts of weddings with friends today. Music and Flowers are my top priorities.
Wait... should the top priority be the groom?
Wait... should the top priority be the groom?
Friday, January 06, 2006
In Her Shoes
When I knew this movie is on today, I decided to watch it alone.
I made the right choice cos' I was crying as much as I wanted over the movie. Not sad, I was. It was more the tear of joy and being grateful about how lucky I am.
Trying to feel comfortable at the seat (in the middle of a row by the side), I removed my heels. After the preview in the dark, I realised I dropped one, literally. Shucks...
I made the right choice cos' I was crying as much as I wanted over the movie. Not sad, I was. It was more the tear of joy and being grateful about how lucky I am.
Trying to feel comfortable at the seat (in the middle of a row by the side), I removed my heels. After the preview in the dark, I realised I dropped one, literally. Shucks...
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
I carry your heart with me by E.E. Cummings
A celebration of sisterhood. To my only sister, my best friend.
I am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
I carry your heart with me by E.E. Cummings
A celebration of sisterhood. To my only sister, my best friend.
Taking things to seriously
I found myself being too uptight about things at work. Possibly under the influence of my Singapore days, I have to get things right, 100% crystal clear. Somehow, it doesn't work here in Taiwan.
Nth new year resolution: take things easy. what are most important at work? People people people.
Nth new year resolution: take things easy. what are most important at work? People people people.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
all time favourites Part II
When researching for the previous entry, I was remindered by amazon.com my 2 favourite Amercian series: - Wonder Years and Beverly Hills 90210 (I don't mind disclosing which generation I belongs to) To continue a tribute to my all time favourites, here is a listing of dream series (each episode worth a pack of Original Doritos to go with)
Wonder Years (1988-1993)
Beverly Hills 90210 (1990-2000)
Ally McBeal (1997-2002)
Sex and the City (1998-2004)
Malcolm in the middle (2000-present)
Monk (2002-present)
Lost (2005-present)
Wonder Years (1988-1993)
Beverly Hills 90210 (1990-2000)
Ally McBeal (1997-2002)
Sex and the City (1998-2004)
Malcolm in the middle (2000-present)
Monk (2002-present)
Lost (2005-present)
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
all time favourites
Here are my top ten all time favourites (means countless replays during long holidays): -
- Sleepless in Seattle (English1993. Tom Hanks, Meg Ryan, directed by Nora Ephron)
- You've got mail (English 1998. Tom Hanks, Meg Ryan, directed by Nora Ephron)
- Home alone 1&2 (English 1990/1992. Macaulay Culkin)
- 新紮師妹 (Hong Kong 2002. 楊千嬅, 吳彥祖)
- About a boy (English 2002. Hugh Grant)
- Bend it like Beckham (English 2003. Parminder Nagra, Keira Knightley)
- Il Mare 觸不到的戀人 (Korean 2001. 全智賢, 李政宰)
- Bridget Jones Diary (English 2001. Renee Zellweger, Hugh Grant, Colin Firth)
- The Kid (English 2000. Bruce Willis)
- Dead Poet Society (English 1989. Robin Williams)
Monday, January 02, 2006
Project I
This is the second time I am seriously planning for an escape.
Project I is much more complicated and lengthy. The planning period is going to take about 18 months. At the same time, capital raising will be taken place.
This is an escape from earth. I want to touch the sky.
Project I is much more complicated and lengthy. The planning period is going to take about 18 months. At the same time, capital raising will be taken place.
This is an escape from earth. I want to touch the sky.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Single Female
I was checking out the new Eslite flagship store at ShinYi. It was impressive to find the Peru 500 threads bed sheet selling at the ground floor.
I was happily browsing the books at the second floor. "I must buy at least one book", I told myself. It was in the air that you have to get something from this place, be it dine-in or take away. The travelling section caught my attention as my urge of touring Europe has never been stronger. Then I realise the best sellers are mostly "Lonely Planet Guide for Single Women", e.g. 12 must-go places in a lifetime for women; Travelling without a reason : a guide for women travelling alone; etc..
It seems that single women are the group with strong purchasing power especially in luxurious items like a Package to Angkor Wat, Cambodia. Yeah, girls studied hard and got a good job, then focused in climbing the corporate ladder. They then became successful, and independent. So independent that they rather enjoy being alone than with someone (or too busy to actually get to know anyone, yap, or...).
The point is, yeah, we are on our own, but definitely not alone. Being able to afford a Peru 500 thread counts queen size bed sheet, I do not mind sleeping on it all by myself meanwhile.
I was happily browsing the books at the second floor. "I must buy at least one book", I told myself. It was in the air that you have to get something from this place, be it dine-in or take away. The travelling section caught my attention as my urge of touring Europe has never been stronger. Then I realise the best sellers are mostly "Lonely Planet Guide for Single Women", e.g. 12 must-go places in a lifetime for women; Travelling without a reason : a guide for women travelling alone; etc..
It seems that single women are the group with strong purchasing power especially in luxurious items like a Package to Angkor Wat, Cambodia. Yeah, girls studied hard and got a good job, then focused in climbing the corporate ladder. They then became successful, and independent. So independent that they rather enjoy being alone than with someone (or too busy to actually get to know anyone, yap, or...).
The point is, yeah, we are on our own, but definitely not alone. Being able to afford a Peru 500 thread counts queen size bed sheet, I do not mind sleeping on it all by myself meanwhile.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Feeling strange...
I have this friend, a guy friend, who always gave me a strange feeling whenever I get in touch with. Somehow, I realise the pattern.
He started with being flirtatious and told you he was in cold war with girlfriend. If you responsed, then you would be trapped. Why? He all of a sudden became a 100% decent guy, while you turned into a whore. He would hint to you that "Don't try to think of anything funny. I love my girlfriend. You and me could never go further, not even one night stand".
May be this is a game for coward. Quit before crossing the border line.
He started with being flirtatious and told you he was in cold war with girlfriend. If you responsed, then you would be trapped. Why? He all of a sudden became a 100% decent guy, while you turned into a whore. He would hint to you that "Don't try to think of anything funny. I love my girlfriend. You and me could never go further, not even one night stand".
May be this is a game for coward. Quit before crossing the border line.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
bits and pieces
I am still overwhelmed with holiday mood (the underlying meaning is I don't have the mood to work)
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My christmas greetings have been sent out to people who meant to me. Some reverted with sincerity and some reverted out of courtesy. Anyways, it is always better to give.
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Felt like having old woman temper. Suddenly, I had a strong feeling of disliking someone. (shake head) strange woman, I mean, I am.
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The urge of upgrading myself is getting stronger and stronger. I need to save. Looking at the NT3XXX phone bill, I think I should cut down on IDDs.
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My christmas greetings have been sent out to people who meant to me. Some reverted with sincerity and some reverted out of courtesy. Anyways, it is always better to give.
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Felt like having old woman temper. Suddenly, I had a strong feeling of disliking someone. (shake head) strange woman, I mean, I am.
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The urge of upgrading myself is getting stronger and stronger. I need to save. Looking at the NT3XXX phone bill, I think I should cut down on IDDs.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
To celebrate the 1000th hits of this blog, I hereby share with you the two pictures
Thursday, December 15, 2005
夢中情人
I found myself easily felt for someone who is in state of pressure-free.
Because I was always the top priority of the person and I enjoyed it.
Yeah, time to go to bed and dream on.
Because I was always the top priority of the person and I enjoyed it.
Yeah, time to go to bed and dream on.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
favourite seasons?
I don't like Christmas. It was since seven years ago (that was 1998).
My mood would be recovered all the way til February the next year.
My mood would be recovered all the way til February the next year.
Monday, December 12, 2005
I have once told a friend this...
I realise people always make the same mistake even though they learnt in the past. Yeah, the "people" I am talking about is actually me. May be this is because I am always an idealist with full of hopes or imagination which buried the memory of the lesson learnt. I took out a pair of old Khaki pants this morning which I didn't touch for at least 2 years. I wore them with my new purple shirt and they went perfect. Still I believe it is actually not tailored too short. Simply because my waist was too fat back then therefore I couldn't wear it at lower waist. Until I wore my shoes and looked into the mirror again, I finally faced the reality and changed into another pants. Cos' it is really tailored a bit too short. sigh... I really like the pants still.
I have a glims of hope that things have turned better. Double disappointment when I realise everything is exactly the same like it was.
I have a glims of hope that things have turned better. Double disappointment when I realise everything is exactly the same like it was.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Nodding head...
There's plenty of money out there. They print more of it every day. But that ticket? There are only five of them in the world, and that's all there's ever going to be. Only a dummy would give this up for something as common as money. Are you a dummy?
Quote from Grandpa George in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Quote from Grandpa George in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Two quotations from Carls Sandburg
"Nearly all the best things that came to me in life have been unexpected, unplanned by me."
"The secret of happiness is to admire without desiring."
http://carl-sandburg.com
"The secret of happiness is to admire without desiring."
http://carl-sandburg.com
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
cool warmer ***
Product description: "experience the sensual and therapeutic benefits of the cool warmer therapy pack for safe and convenient relief of pains and strains great for offices, homes, sports and the outdoors." (Product designed in Singapore)
Comment by Water: "Wow! It is like a miracle! Once you flex the metal for three times, then the jelly turns into crystal and becomes warm. Slip it underneath the PJ, the whole body becomes warm. The heart is warmed as well."
Well, what is heartwarming is not only the pack, but also the thoughtful eye-roller who gave me this.
Comment by Water: "Wow! It is like a miracle! Once you flex the metal for three times, then the jelly turns into crystal and becomes warm. Slip it underneath the PJ, the whole body becomes warm. The heart is warmed as well."
Well, what is heartwarming is not only the pack, but also the thoughtful eye-roller who gave me this.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Cold ~~
The weather is getting cold. The forecast for next week is 12 to 18 degree. Wow! I haven't had such cold working days for long. Getting out of the warm bed is tough. Umm... I wish I were a sneak and could go hibernate.
Face the reality, bring out the heater and set the alarm.
Face the reality, bring out the heater and set the alarm.
Friday, December 02, 2005
Should one follow his heart or follow his head?
After the experience in the past twenty odd years, I learnt the fact that following one's heart might not be sensible sometimes. However, if you have the urge for something, although it might not make any sense, why don't you just do it? Or be regreted when you can't do it because of some constraint?
I should go and give it a try, perhaps...
After the experience in the past twenty odd years, I learnt the fact that following one's heart might not be sensible sometimes. However, if you have the urge for something, although it might not make any sense, why don't you just do it? Or be regreted when you can't do it because of some constraint?
I should go and give it a try, perhaps...
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Human Being
I believe life is made up of series of experience. To live an interesting life, I dare to walk the road less travelled. To become a better me, I learn through trial and error. Continue with the right's, stop doing the wrong's. I am faithful to my judgement, yet make wrong decision sometimes. Afterall, others judgement can't be neglected.
I am just a human being.
I am just a human being.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Gift
gift (gft)n.
Something that is bestowed voluntarily and without compensation
Preparing a gift to someone you fond of is enjoyable. First of all, I think of what the person might like or appreciate. Once I have an idea in mind, I would start seaching. Being a perfectionist, I try to visit as many places as possible to look for the best alternative. Somehow, heavy personal taste is involved. After I have got the item, then I would think of how to make it unique or at least special. When everything ready, the next step is wraping. I might chose a bag, a wrapping paper with ribbon, some dry grasses or flowers. Of course, a lot of time is then spent in the process of wrapping. I think of the right time to give (not necessary to be immediate) and the right means of delivery. It could be in person or by courier.
The best part is to witness the reaction of the receiver during unwrapping. It is like heaven even if the person is responding from far away.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
As time goes by...
Because of following "Lost", I didn't have enough sleep for the past whole week. So, I decided to take this weekend slow just like those days in Singapore. Furthermore, I am not really in the mood as I am waiting to hearing from someone. The weather is getting cold. I have opened the window and allowed the breeze to freshen my apartment. Laying on the couch under my little cashmere silk blanket, I continued meeting with the survivers in "Lost".
Lazing at home, my head is filled with memories of my Singapore days, the neighbourhood and the people. Although I chose to move on with my life, yet Singapore is still in my heart. Now I realised why I have been keeping myself busy over the past weekends. I was not ready to face the lost of my lazy Singapore afternoons.
Lazing at home, my head is filled with memories of my Singapore days, the neighbourhood and the people. Although I chose to move on with my life, yet Singapore is still in my heart. Now I realised why I have been keeping myself busy over the past weekends. I was not ready to face the lost of my lazy Singapore afternoons.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Slience... continue
The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words.
Quote by Rachel Naomi Remen
Quote by Rachel Naomi Remen
Childhood dreams
What was your childhood dream? To become a policeman, fireman, teacher, lawyer or a banker? I had a dream, that is to get my MBA before 30.
After living for twenty odd years, I do have some regrets in life. However, it was not in my hand. Now, approaching 30, it is time to realise if my childhood dream. Would I regret if I didn't do it?
I am brought up to be an independent adult. Is it time for me to control my fate?
After living for twenty odd years, I do have some regrets in life. However, it was not in my hand. Now, approaching 30, it is time to realise if my childhood dream. Would I regret if I didn't do it?
I am brought up to be an independent adult. Is it time for me to control my fate?
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Quote from 史上最毒的星座評語
雙魚座
超級幻想主義加現實主義的綜合體，如果說你是浪漫主義，還真汙辱了浪漫兩個字！因為你的浪漫只用在你自己的腦袋跟你淚\汪汪的眼框裡，從來就沒有實踐過，因為你根本沒有能力。所以你只有幻想，沒資格說浪漫！但奇怪的是，你又超現實，跟別人算錢的時候你可一點都不含糊，那種算計的嘴臉，也叫人看了終身難忘！
情緒主導了你的一生，真是令人感到可悲，因為你怎麼也學不會用一丁點的理智來幫助你淒慘的人生，到老死的時候，還會認為你們家壞掉的洗衣機，只是為了跟你做對，才故意不讓你洗衣服！瘋到這種程度，連三歲小孩都會因為你的無知，替你感到難過！
自以為在拍電影，永遠活在霧中，不知悔改的死傢伙！
超級幻想主義加現實主義的綜合體，如果說你是浪漫主義，還真汙辱了浪漫兩個字！因為你的浪漫只用在你自己的腦袋跟你淚\汪汪的眼框裡，從來就沒有實踐過，因為你根本沒有能力。所以你只有幻想，沒資格說浪漫！但奇怪的是，你又超現實，跟別人算錢的時候你可一點都不含糊，那種算計的嘴臉，也叫人看了終身難忘！
情緒主導了你的一生，真是令人感到可悲，因為你怎麼也學不會用一丁點的理智來幫助你淒慘的人生，到老死的時候，還會認為你們家壞掉的洗衣機，只是為了跟你做對，才故意不讓你洗衣服！瘋到這種程度，連三歲小孩都會因為你的無知，替你感到難過！
自以為在拍電影，永遠活在霧中，不知悔改的死傢伙！
Forever Friends!?
Dear blog visitors,
Assume you love somebody and you know this somebody actually prioritises friendship over romantic relationship. Would you rather stay friends forever or down grade yourself to be his lover?
This is purely a hypothetical question... as if I can make the choice.
Assume you love somebody and you know this somebody actually prioritises friendship over romantic relationship. Would you rather stay friends forever or down grade yourself to be his lover?
This is purely a hypothetical question... as if I can make the choice.
Friday, November 18, 2005
If you love someone, set them free
Feeling of helplessness
The conversation over the same topic happened twice. Same questions and same answers. There was the slightest hint of desire for company, be it love or friendship. Thing ought to be sorted out. Everybody wants a happy ending. I love the person, this time round, I am willing to let him free.
The conversation over the same topic happened twice. Same questions and same answers. There was the slightest hint of desire for company, be it love or friendship. Thing ought to be sorted out. Everybody wants a happy ending. I love the person, this time round, I am willing to let him free.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
sleepless in Taipei
Don't know why it happen. It has been the same in the past few days. Is it the food that I ate? Or food I didn't eat? Is my mind occupied by things which make me sleepless?
I hate the feeling. Most importantly, i have missed my detox process of the day... ummm... frustrated.
I would not be able to wake up tomorrow.
I hate the feeling. Most importantly, i have missed my detox process of the day... ummm... frustrated.
I would not be able to wake up tomorrow.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
最好的時光
It is hard to define " 最好的時光". Nevertheless, it is a moment to remember.
To someone:
"Thank you for creating our memories time after time. They are exclusive to us only. I don't know what will happen in the future, but I am sure no one can take these memories away from us. Grateful to have you to share them with me. And thanks for letting me know that you enjoy the moments as much as I do."
To someone:
"Thank you for creating our memories time after time. They are exclusive to us only. I don't know what will happen in the future, but I am sure no one can take these memories away from us. Grateful to have you to share them with me. And thanks for letting me know that you enjoy the moments as much as I do."
Friday, November 04, 2005
日有所思, 夜有所夢
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
I wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I doI'll be dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
~ Dreaming of you Selena ~
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
I wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes, I doI'll be dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
~ Dreaming of you Selena ~
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
It became a habit for me to go Page One reading books about astrology love relationships whenever I fell for someone. Pisces vs Cancer, vs Scorpio, vs Aquarius, etc... I did that repeatedly just because I found it heart warming. Everytime, I am full of passion and hope when flipping those books. They always tell me exactly thing I want to read, never let me down once.
I just came back from a trip to Page One, felt exhausted and was longing for a smoke. Sitting at the living room, smoking was just relaxing and fulfilling.
Have a good rest tonight and live a better day tomorrow. I will be patient.
I just came back from a trip to Page One, felt exhausted and was longing for a smoke. Sitting at the living room, smoking was just relaxing and fulfilling.
Have a good rest tonight and live a better day tomorrow. I will be patient.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Repeat and Repeat... Part II
從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美 痛苦寂寞還有一些疲憊
不允許他人隨意進入我的零度空間 寧願孤獨懶得再去想誰
走出零度空間終於一切分裂 就算愛的很累我卻不會後悔
放下所有防備一切都無所謂 逃出黑暗世界開始新的明天
零 by 柯有倫
不允許他人隨意進入我的零度空間 寧願孤獨懶得再去想誰
走出零度空間終於一切分裂 就算愛的很累我卻不會後悔
放下所有防備一切都無所謂 逃出黑暗世界開始新的明天
零 by 柯有倫
孤獨 沉澱 逃避 寂寞
"喜歡一個人孤獨的時刻但不能喜歡 太多"
"終於有機會讓自己再沉澱"
"我需要休息 我需要安靜的舉行我需要逃避 攤開你的手讓我死在你懷裏"
"離開你的我不論過多久還是會寂寞"
All lyrics by 陳綺貞
"終於有機會讓自己再沉澱"
"我需要休息 我需要安靜的舉行我需要逃避 攤開你的手讓我死在你懷裏"
"離開你的我不論過多久還是會寂寞"
All lyrics by 陳綺貞
Repeat and Repeat... Part I
能成為密友 大概總帶著愛
但做對好兄弟 又如此相愛 旁人會說不該
忘形時搭膊 自有一面退開
暗裡很享受 卻怕講出來
兩眼即使 移開轉開 心裡面也知 這是愛
(勞斯．萊斯 by 何韻詩)
但做對好兄弟 又如此相愛 旁人會說不該
忘形時搭膊 自有一面退開
暗裡很享受 卻怕講出來
兩眼即使 移開轉開 心裡面也知 這是愛
(勞斯．萊斯 by 何韻詩)
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
New Goal in Life
Be a healthy, fit, glowing and happy me.
Watch my diet, do plenty of exercise, wake up/ go to bed early!
Watch my diet, do plenty of exercise, wake up/ go to bed early!
Monday, October 24, 2005
Silence
My sixth sense told me, thing cannot be forced through this time. Let it happens if it ought to happen. If it doesn't, it is meant to be. Enjoy the moment of silence when the clock stopped ticking.
"Silence is as deep as eternity, speech, shallow as time."
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Somewhere only we know
Monday, October 10, 2005
九份
I wonder if I am a full time tourist, part time bank officer or the other way round. Anyhow, I have not much to complain about life in Taipei.Hillside teahouse is one of the places I have been longing to visit. I went to one at 九份 yesterday. Although the weather is not fabulous, the mood is good.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Longing for weekend
The anxiety for weekend has never been stronger.
7:00 pm, Friday, I am a freeman. I am myself, no longer the slave at work.
Going forward is the 2 and 1/2 days I earned from the five days of "hard work". Of course, the money as well. Now, I unchain myself from the chair in front of my laptop and desk, and live my real life.
At Mint, I passed out for a while, not because of alcohol, but my "daydream". I was reminded by the lighting, the music, the movement of the people of my days in Singapore, at Zouk, at Attica too, at Mohamed Sultan, at Indo Chine.... I miss the crowd in Singapore, I seemed to see you all dancing out there... My buddies, my teddy boys... and strangers somemore... (Sorry my Singish slipped)... I was sad for a moment, yet I recovered from dancing along the music. I am glad that I have you all in my Singapore days...
I am doing fine in Taipei. I hope you do too...
Monday, September 26, 2005
19th Sept + 1 mth = 19th Oct
Target: reduce 4kg.
Method: any possible ones.
Looking forward to the day..... cos' I am really serious about it.
Method: any possible ones.
Looking forward to the day..... cos' I am really serious about it.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005
東京後記
This was the second visit of the year. As planned, my focus was more on experiencing the city than shopping. Although under strict self control, I have bought 1 jacket, 2 cardigans, 1 top, 1 camera and a few bottles of cosmetic (which all cannot be avoided). To conclude the trip, I have a few points to make as below: -
- It was a "detox" trip as I 1) screamed my lung out at Yomiuri Land (rollercosters and freefalls) which allow me to let out all my suppressed emotion; 2) rejuvenated myself in hotspring at Hakone (5 different pools); 3) shared my frustrations with my buddy and sought out my short term goal at this stage of life.
- Things that I hate about Tokyo are 1) inefficient Imigration counters for Foreigners (stood in line for 1and1/2 hour); 2) expensive local transportation; 3) the consequence of (2), is I have to walk a lot.
- White peach smelt so sweet.
- Time flies. The listener of my complaints about life has known me for nine years... didn't realise until we counted.
Life would not be as fun without friends, coffee and cigarettes......
Monday, September 19, 2005
The sisterhood of the travelling pants
Another good movie discovered from the on-flight movie (after "Music from another room").
"The sisterhood of the travelling pants" is about four teenagers who are good friends. Before they went abroad for their own summer vacations, they had found a pair of magic jeans which surprisingly fitted in all four of them (well, don't argue but listen). So, they decided to make a pact over the jeans and passed it around together with journals by express mail while travelling.
The jeans represented the bond among the four friends. It is a celebration of friendship and sisterhood! The screenplay was written by Delia Ephron. http://sisterhoodofthetravelingpants.warnerbros.com/about.html
Here's to my sisters, Carmen, Michelle, Lisa, Miranda and Sarah. I love you all. It is a magic to have you in my life. I trust that our friendship, sisterhood and love keep us together, no matter how far we travel in different paths.
"The sisterhood of the travelling pants" is about four teenagers who are good friends. Before they went abroad for their own summer vacations, they had found a pair of magic jeans which surprisingly fitted in all four of them (well, don't argue but listen). So, they decided to make a pact over the jeans and passed it around together with journals by express mail while travelling.
The jeans represented the bond among the four friends. It is a celebration of friendship and sisterhood! The screenplay was written by Delia Ephron. http://sisterhoodofthetravelingpants.warnerbros.com/about.html
Here's to my sisters, Carmen, Michelle, Lisa, Miranda and Sarah. I love you all. It is a magic to have you in my life. I trust that our friendship, sisterhood and love keep us together, no matter how far we travel in different paths.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Inspiration over a cup of mocha
I always wanted to visit "台北之家" as I have passed by in car for so many times. Finally, I was there this Sunday. The first thing I did was browsing in "誠品". There are quality collection of video (not the 3 for TWD199 type), which I appreciated. The store is just like the magnified version of the tiny video corner at the "誠品敦南店". It is inspiring! I left the store with three movies which I have been wanting to watch.
中毒 (Korean)
戀戀風塵 (Taiwanese)
春去春又來 (Korean)
I was satisfied as I have never imagine to get all three from the same place.
After shopping, I sat myself down at the alfresco cafe on the ground floor of the building. The weather was just nice to sit outdoor, not too hot. I ordered a mocha and nothing else, cos' i have got only enough for a drink. Took out my book and started reading... All of a sudden, I was inspired to write. So I took a pamphlet picked up earlier outside the movie theatre and started writing.
It is about romantic love. After twenty odd years, I thought I understand it, but actually not.
Being a piscesian, I am chasing after "perfect love". But the idea seems to make me sad more than anything. Should I assume "perfect love" equals to happiness? Should "perfect love" equals to "forever"? May be I was wrong.
Wait, who defined "perfect love"? Is it told in fairy tale, movies or TV series? Is it sterotyped by people in the society? Is it only confined to mutual emotional exchange? Is it true that only long lasting relationship means perfect love? How about love at first sight, but not long lasting? Well, there are "Romeo and Juliet" and "梁祝"?
Any reference book available in library? May be only the person in a "perfect love" knows what is "perfect love". I won't give up searching...
Monday, September 12, 2005
Good night sleep...
I had a good rest over the weekend and went to bed before 12 last night. When I woke up this morning, I felt energetic and refreshed to go to work. Most importantly, I felt peace and calm at heart.
I felt lighter and much less frustrated. That might be because I have something to look forward to this weekend.
I felt lighter and much less frustrated. That might be because I have something to look forward to this weekend.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Today Joint Horoscopes of Pisces and Scorpio
"Decisions might be crazy-making right now, especially if you're unable to get in touch with each other. Communication might have more fizzle than sizzle, particularly if neither of you is being especially proactive about discussing the logistics of a big decision that involves you both. Don't delay this any longer, or these minor snags could turn into some pretty big snarls. Once you get all the plans in place, the pieces will start to snap together and form quite a pretty picture. So get moving already!"
Remark: I was shocked when I read the paragraph. How do they know all these? Well, but the story has ended. Nowhere to move.
Remark: I was shocked when I read the paragraph. How do they know all these? Well, but the story has ended. Nowhere to move.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
I wonder...
why am i here in Taipei?
why am i dealing with meanless tasks each day?
why am i talking to ppl who are not really interesting?
why the regular warm hearted MSN conversations have been terminated?
why would friend become stranger?
why thing used to be beautiful turned sour?
why am i penalised for not being in Singapore?
why i don't want to move back to Hong Kong?
why i am missing someone who didn't care about me?
why are there so many typhoon in Taiwan?
why...
why am i dealing with meanless tasks each day?
why am i talking to ppl who are not really interesting?
why the regular warm hearted MSN conversations have been terminated?
why would friend become stranger?
why thing used to be beautiful turned sour?
why am i penalised for not being in Singapore?
why i don't want to move back to Hong Kong?
why i am missing someone who didn't care about me?
why are there so many typhoon in Taiwan?
why...
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Remember this!
阿水2.0 says:
so, let's not think it is sth bad...
*~Michelle~* says:
as i've always said..
*~Michelle~* says:
it's always during the midst of chasing it that u think is the best thing tat cld happen to u
阿水2.0 says:
we just stopped at the right time when everything for each other are so beautiful
*~Michelle~* says:
but when u get it..it may be otherwise
so, let's not think it is sth bad...
*~Michelle~* says:
as i've always said..
*~Michelle~* says:
it's always during the midst of chasing it that u think is the best thing tat cld happen to u
阿水2.0 says:
we just stopped at the right time when everything for each other are so beautiful
*~Michelle~* says:
but when u get it..it may be otherwise
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Today is not my day... I ll sleep early
sigh...
For record, just a few minutes ago, my heart was stabbed.
You've got it.
I go to bed now.
For record, just a few minutes ago, my heart was stabbed.
You've got it.
I go to bed now.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Pisces wisdom
Conversation between two pisceans last night
Pisces A says:
We pisces are doomed
Pisces B says:
How come?
Pisces A says:
Life seems to be hopeless. Mistake kept repeating itself. Doomed, doomed, doomed...
Pisces B says:
No, no, I don't see it this way. If my day was not a good one, I went to bed earlier and hoped tomorrow would be a better day. If next day turned out not a good one, then I slept earlier..........................
Pisces A says:
We pisces are doomed
Pisces B says:
How come?
Pisces A says:
Life seems to be hopeless. Mistake kept repeating itself. Doomed, doomed, doomed...
Pisces B says:
No, no, I don't see it this way. If my day was not a good one, I went to bed earlier and hoped tomorrow would be a better day. If next day turned out not a good one, then I slept earlier..........................
通告
1. 阿水寶寶 is born today (6th Sept). He is my blog pet.
2. "Rainbow Concoction" is added to my favourite link.
Thank you for your attention.
2. "Rainbow Concoction" is added to my favourite link.
Thank you for your attention.
Monday, September 05, 2005
I've got a friend - 5pf
The feeling sucks when one "swallows" her tears. Bitter, not a tiny tinge of sweetness. That is the problem of being a grown up. I can't recall when "crying out loud with tears" was put under the family of suppression.
When my eyes were burning, I picked up my phone, a call away, I was connected to my very own "Angel Hotline" (Not related to any Adult Hotline business).
Then, everything seems right again under the big blue sky. Let's me cheers by singing this to 5pf
When you're down and troubled
And you need some loving care
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend
If the sky above you
Grows dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind begins to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud
Soon you'll hear me knocking at your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend
You've got a friend Lyrics by Carole King
When my eyes were burning, I picked up my phone, a call away, I was connected to my very own "Angel Hotline" (Not related to any Adult Hotline business).
Then, everything seems right again under the big blue sky. Let's me cheers by singing this to 5pf
When you're down and troubled
And you need some loving care
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend
If the sky above you
Grows dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind begins to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud
Soon you'll hear me knocking at your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there
You've got a friend
You've got a friend Lyrics by Carole King
Thanks for the needle. Time for hard reboot.
My bubble burst. I asked for the needle as I can't allow it to grow any bigger. It was known to be imaginery and was simply meaningless. I have to stop indulging in an unrealistic world, built by myself. It is totally unfair to all parties involved.
Things used to be "meaningful" are not important anymore. Spiritual belief was just a slogans. Pure physical pleasure was the actual agenda.
Meaningless things can be left behind. Press the button for hard reboot, delete memories and restore the system back to normal. Reborn into a new me tomorrow, a better one.
Wait, thanks for everything before I forget.
A hard reboot is a full restore of a handheld computer (or PDA) to its factory settings. It entails deleting all information stored in the handheld. This is essentially the same as reformatting a hard drive. A hard reboot may become necessary from time to time on a PDA which has too many unreliable programs on it, thus restoring integrity to the system. It should be used with caution, as it destroys all data stored in the unit. (Sourced from http://www.fact-index.com/)
Things used to be "meaningful" are not important anymore. Spiritual belief was just a slogans. Pure physical pleasure was the actual agenda.
Meaningless things can be left behind. Press the button for hard reboot, delete memories and restore the system back to normal. Reborn into a new me tomorrow, a better one.
Wait, thanks for everything before I forget.
A hard reboot is a full restore of a handheld computer (or PDA) to its factory settings. It entails deleting all information stored in the handheld. This is essentially the same as reformatting a hard drive. A hard reboot may become necessary from time to time on a PDA which has too many unreliable programs on it, thus restoring integrity to the system. It should be used with caution, as it destroys all data stored in the unit. (Sourced from http://www.fact-index.com/)
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