Expectation is hard to manage. The most difficult part is to manage my own expectation on things. To convince myself, I need extra effort . The worst thing is I couldn't give up on me, at least not yet. Somehow, I think there are a few nerves in my brain needs to be reconnected or worse, to be cut. Then I would not be that one-sided or stubborn.

Take things easy. The least expected always bring the most happiness (That's what I am telling myself, yet I am still expecting out of the "least expected").