Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
秋涼
My long lost Autumn is on the way. Can't wait to enjoy the autumn breeze. The feeling is so good. Will there be red, orange and yellow leaves? The colour combination is just perfect.
When will winter coming? I will be waiting for the arrival of winter with patience. As I am hoping for one miracle in the season.
When will winter coming? I will be waiting for the arrival of winter with patience. As I am hoping for one miracle in the season.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
杏仁豆腐
I got almond tofu as my dinner or to be precised, dessert. Not much appetite over this weekend. Well, I would treat it as a good chance to clean up my digestion system.
I have done my first yoga class today. This resulted a lower back ache, which is normal. After yoga, I went to watch "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". This is the movie I needed to catch (missed it in Singapore and HK) and I am glad that I did so.
So, what is next? I am going to paint my nails, watch another DVD "Buena vista social club", do facial and read some books before bed. Let me think, what else... ummm...
I am certainly not trying hard to engage my life with things. I am certainly not trying to distract myself from thinking of things which makes me sad. No, I am not.
I have done my first yoga class today. This resulted a lower back ache, which is normal. After yoga, I went to watch "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory". This is the movie I needed to catch (missed it in Singapore and HK) and I am glad that I did so.
So, what is next? I am going to paint my nails, watch another DVD "Buena vista social club", do facial and read some books before bed. Let me think, what else... ummm...
I am certainly not trying hard to engage my life with things. I am certainly not trying to distract myself from thinking of things which makes me sad. No, I am not.
Frozen
All the doors were locked and curtains were closed.
In the dimly lit room, a big white handkerchief was laid on the table. I took them out one by one delicately and placed them carefully on the hanky in chronological order. I tied the first knot with two corners and then tied another knot with the other two. The package was light. It was then put into a airtight plastic box. I confirmed the lid was tightly covered. The box was put into the freezer which tempreture was maintained at zero to below four degree celsius. This would ensure the freshness and avoid any unnecessary leakage of the content in the box.
In the dimly lit room, a big white handkerchief was laid on the table. I took them out one by one delicately and placed them carefully on the hanky in chronological order. I tied the first knot with two corners and then tied another knot with the other two. The package was light. It was then put into a airtight plastic box. I confirmed the lid was tightly covered. The box was put into the freezer which tempreture was maintained at zero to below four degree celsius. This would ensure the freshness and avoid any unnecessary leakage of the content in the box.
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Indulge
in·dulge ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n-dlj)
v. in·dulged, in·dulg·ing, in·dulg·es
v. tr.
v. intr.
v. in·dulged, in·dulg·ing, in·dulg·es
v. tr.
- To yield to the desires and whims of, especially to an excessive degree; humor.
- To yield to; gratify: indulge a craving for chocolate.
- To allow (oneself) unrestrained gratification: indulged herself with idle daydreams. See Synonyms at pamper.
- Roman Catholic Church. To grant an ecclesiastical indulgence or dispensation to.
v. intr.
- To indulge oneself: eyed the desserts but didn't indulge.
- To engage or take part, especially freely or avidly: indulged in outrageous behavior; indulged in all the latest fads.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Greed is one of the human weaknesses. In the bible term, it is a "sin". It makes man suffered. It makes me suffered. I am sad simply because I am being greedy. Can I be satisfied with what I have got and just move on with my life as normal?
I can't. In fact, things are different and time cannot be turned back.
My horoscope today said: Pisces The stars work in mysterious ways. Just when you'd given up hope on getting something, somehow everything rearranges itself to get you exactly what you need -- and no delivery fee, even.
Felt better after reading it. May be some hope is all I need. "Someday we find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me".
I can't. In fact, things are different and time cannot be turned back.
My horoscope today said: Pisces The stars work in mysterious ways. Just when you'd given up hope on getting something, somehow everything rearranges itself to get you exactly what you need -- and no delivery fee, even.
Felt better after reading it. May be some hope is all I need. "Someday we find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me".
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
the smoke was superb not only because you were lying there, but also the nicotine was reacting in your fast circulating blood.
things do not happen randomly all the time. someone somehow is manipulating the process to achieve the result. or even all parties involved are contributed to the manipulation, yet doing it subtly. so what is next? do we really need to care what is next or should we simply appreciate the process and the result of it? it could be a complete story on its own with each chapter nicely written. it might not be overwhelming in terms of dialogue, but we shouldn't expect too much from the initial try.
things do not happen randomly all the time. someone somehow is manipulating the process to achieve the result. or even all parties involved are contributed to the manipulation, yet doing it subtly. so what is next? do we really need to care what is next or should we simply appreciate the process and the result of it? it could be a complete story on its own with each chapter nicely written. it might not be overwhelming in terms of dialogue, but we shouldn't expect too much from the initial try.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
I didn't realise the skyline of Singapore is so beautiful until my return. Being a dreamer, I wish my stay here would never end.
May be when I know time is limited, everything here becomes more precious. Who knows what is the next wonderful thing happen to you under the blue sky? Until now, I must say, I am all prepared to fight the battle again. Life will go on with "sweetness found in the bitterness".
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Coming home
Although it has only been two months since i last went home, I am excited about this time round. Cos' I am going to meet Ming. Ming is one of the most important person in my life, who I haven't seen for almost two years/24 months/ 730 days.
I am looking forward to the family reunion. Nothing is more exciting than that, seriously.
Mom told me, she was busy preparing for the return of her two trouble kids. For the family, it is as joyful as Chinese New Year!
I am looking forward to the family reunion. Nothing is more exciting than that, seriously.
Mom told me, she was busy preparing for the return of her two trouble kids. For the family, it is as joyful as Chinese New Year!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Secret Garden
Gardening
Finally, I have kicked off my "gardening" project. I went to the flower market, bought 5kg of organic soil and 8 plants (4 flower and 4 green). In one afternoon, I have completed half of the area, which is treated as an experiment to see how good it worked out.
Although the florist told me, without sun, the flowers would not grow properly, I still insisted to buy the flower plants as the purple flowers were smiling at me and were hard to resist...
Let's appreciate the result and share my hardwork!
Although the florist told me, without sun, the flowers would not grow properly, I still insisted to buy the flower plants as the purple flowers were smiling at me and were hard to resist...
Let's appreciate the result and share my hardwork!
weird dream
No matter how hard I scream, these strangers in my house refused to leave. Instead, they brought new people in. They invaded the whole apartment, the bathroom, bedrooms and living room.
The idea is kind of scary.
I had this dream may be because I had two girl-friends bunk-in after clubbing last night.
The idea is kind of scary.
I had this dream may be because I had two girl-friends bunk-in after clubbing last night.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Kidadult
I am 28. Way above legal age to do basically everything. Living alone in my apartment, I am leading my independent life with a nine to eight job. The job is just my source of income which allows me to finance whatever I want... tones of books, toys, clothes, hitech gadgets. It supports my luxurious travelling... to Europe, to Japan... but nothing else...
With the adult appearence, I am still a "kid' at heart.
I like bearbrick, Hello Kitty and comics. Enjoy stationary shopping and all sorts of candies. Occassionally, I indulged myself in Orange soda (which make my tongue all orangie)...
When I was a kid, I always wanted to be an adult. But now, I wish I were a kid.
Inspired by Jan Lamb's "thirtysomething"
With the adult appearence, I am still a "kid' at heart.
I like bearbrick, Hello Kitty and comics. Enjoy stationary shopping and all sorts of candies. Occassionally, I indulged myself in Orange soda (which make my tongue all orangie)...
When I was a kid, I always wanted to be an adult. But now, I wish I were a kid.
Inspired by Jan Lamb's "thirtysomething"
Friday, August 05, 2005
金鳳翠華
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